the end.

Well I suppose I should blog- it being the last one for 2005 and all.
Hmmm.. but I don't really have much to say.
I suppose I could list my year in review and do all that jazz but I don't know if I could be bothered.
Maybe I'll just say some gpood/bad things that happened.

• Ben asked me out
  
• Choreographed and danced a contemporary duet to "Dare You To Move" at my school performing arts night and it looked beautiful :)
• Sickest I've ever been before - started coughing up blood
• Passed my SC when I thought I was gonna fail (band 6 for English, Band 5 for everything else)
• Dropped Science and Advanced Maths - never again!!
• Made lots of new friends
• Was in a car crash
• Went to Taste Of Chaos!
• Cried a lot lol

And I can't be bothered to think of any more even though there are heaps.

The End.
Happy New Year

let's say it again.. with bitterness..

Optus sucks.

I would say congrats to Howie and Jenny on their engagement but everyone's done it so I'll just say: Power On!

I've been working so much lately. 5 days last week, 6 days this week. Oh well at least I'll hopefully make back all the money I spent on Xmas this year. Doesn't feel like Xmas but I'm glad its coming soon becuase then it will be over and all this stress and business will be over! Yay..

I'm totally digging this song at the moment.

"Taste The Poison" - Story Of The Year

It's the same old story
I've seen it all too many times
It's the fall from glory
that makes you feel..

Place your needle to the record, stab it down
it feels good to be the one to break the skin
so look at me now, look at me now, yeah
you're face down, tell yourself you're happy once again
right now you need this more than anything
but it's never enough, never enough for you

And it's the same old story
I've seen it all too many times
It's the fall from glory
that makes you feel..

And you know the hardest truth can flow like water now
break down, the moment that it touches your mouth
so place your lips against the bottle, take it down
it feels good to lose control of everything
but I wasn't mysself, I wasn't myself she said

Can anyone feel? Can anyone see?
Yeah, can anyone taste the posion we need?

oh jamie - maybe i'll just fall in love.

These are the times of love and meaning,
Ice of the heart melted away, and found the light.
These are the days of endless dreaming,
Troubles of life are floatin' away like a bird of flight.
Sometimes when the nights are closing early,
I remember you and I start to smile.
These are the days.

Mmm.. summer. Mmm.. Jamie Cullum.
We played his album at the last Kids Club; it just made me feel so nostalgic and dreamy and peaceful which is exactly what I feel right now.
Life is good.

I'm all by myself though. Ben's away at Foster (I was gonna go but can't get there anymore) majority of my school friends are in Vietnam helping orphans and my church friends are still at school. But today was good. Woke up late, listened to music, lay in the sun, swam. Then I get to dance tonight. I shall now make myself a tasty mango smoothie. I love fruit.
Oooo.. here comes the double bass :)

oh the drama.

Yes readers, you've all been waiting for it.. and now its finally arrived.
I was in my 1st* car accident!
And now I have whiplash (ouch it hurts :( ) and the back of Ben's car is all smashed.
No I was not driving (woohoo... still beating Mel's record!) and no Ben was not driving (to the surprise of my mother) but Ben's Mum was!
It was very dramatic.. we were driving along Wakehurst Pkway, along CCC and Oxford Falls and ducks were crossing the road. A car had already stopped for the ducks, so Vicki drove around the car (thinking it had like broken down or something) Ben was the only one who had seen the ducks, and he was saying "Mum, ducks, there are ducks.." then screamed "STOP DUCKS!" just as we were about to hit them. So we slammed on the brakes and sat there for one second (while I was terriffied we'd killed the ducks (it was a whole family! with lots of babies!) until someone smashed up behind into us. It was very dramatic.. and it hurt.

But it was kinda fun waiting on the side of the road with bystanders "ooing" and "aaahing" and acting all serious calling insurance companies etc etc. The poor woman who smashed into us was so shaken and was like crying saying "this was my first accident" Poor thing she was quite worked up. Now I can add this to my list of firsts...

Conclusion? My neck hurts. I am SO claiming a remedial massage.. eh'xcelent..

* Well 1st if you dont count running into a kangaroo. Which I do count. But saying 1st just makes it seem more dramatic.. who can blame me for trying ;)