Boyfriends, Chats and Bins

I had quite a nice day 2day. I can't remember much detail though. I'm sure that's good. I tend to overanalyse. This way, my day is kind of a nice, happy blur. :D
I do remember lunch though. Mel and I left our group because we had "coolness and intuition" unlike everyone else who was playing that damn annoying "Bin Game"!! Haha...
We went and had a chat with George and Kim. We ended up being surrounded by other Yr 9's and some Yr 7's as well. It was funny.
But our group got busted. For the Bin Game. Boshier went off her nut at them. They all have an arvo and have to pay 4 the bin. That's the 2nd bin that our group has broken now.
Mel and I had fun this afternoon cooking.
Mel tried to cream butter and suger WITH A FORK!! It was hilarious.
The cupcakes (choc with white and choc choc chips in it) were ready JUST in time b4 Mel had 2 leave. We worked on our song 2gether. Fixing it up a bit. I thought it was alright for our first attempt (we made it wen we both started playing guitar a few months ago)
I love Mel. She's good quality she is.

We had nice chats. I'm glad that she can be content with not having a bf. I'm sick of so many girls going to these random Knox dances and dressing up like these slut nurses, wearing nothing more than fishnets, a bra and a nurse G. They rub up on all the guys and various other things... I mean, how bad would it be to be that desperate? I really do not have much respect for people like that.
It's not always a good thing to have a bf all the time. And wouldn't you just feel used if you were doing that kinda stuff and constantly being with a different guy every week, but knowing they only liked you because you were a slut? Boyfriends do add all these random, annoying, and good stresses in your life. There are good and bad aspects. It's good to know you have some-one who loves you and is there for you and likes to spend time with you and who you are attracted to. But it's also bad because you can get worried bout all these trivial things like, "Why did he say that?" "Does he love me?" "When will he kiss me?" or "What did he MEAN?!" and you can lose your focus on other more important things (even if they don't seem AS important at the time, they prob. are in the long run!) And if your relationship turns sour, it doesn't always end the best way (as I have experienced b4!!) But I think in certain situations the good outweighs the bad. Like it can be fun to have those little stresses sometimes, because at least you're in that situation where you can stress. It can be fun. It can be bad. Gosh things are complicated!! But I 'spose that's the beauty of it... ;) Hehe
Blogging off,
Beth

GF Mag's "Scary Accuracy"!!! :P

You better watch out Luke, because according to my GF Mag (which of course is completly accurate ;) ) on the 19th and 20th (of October) you will 'have a bad hair day', on the 13th and 14th you will 'feel romantic', on the 26th and 27th you will 'need a hug', on the 21st and 22nd you will 'be best off with your mates', on the 8th and 9th you will 'feel frisky' and on the 1st, 2nd and 29th you will 'be feeling generous'
Wow, what a scary prophecy!!
Sorry, I just have 2 empasise how many stupid things are in my GF Mag this month.
I mean come on, really. Does anyone actually believe ne of that stuff?! Haha.

"10 Things You Don't Know About Guys" - A GF Mag Article

1. Size means nothing
Our mums by our underwear, and the biggest size range we have to contend with is small, medium or large and usually all three will fit. The variation of sizes that girls have to battle with is a total mystery to us guys, espescially bra sizes. It seems like random letters and numbers in some extremely top secret lady's language!

2. Are you popular? We have no idea
The bottom line is that boy's don't read the graffiti in the girl's toilets. So usually we have no clue whether other girls dislike a girl, unless you are cat--fighting loudly right in front of us. Even then it helps us to have some sort of diagram or flow-chart to highlight the finer points.

3. We like to show off
Why are boys always performing feats of strength? We genuinly believe that doing the maximum amounts of sit-ups or being able to balance on something high up are the ingredients for an extremely successful relationship.

4. We secretly like the girly stuff
It's no conincidence that a man wrote 'Romeo and Juliet'. Boys usualy like writing smoochy letters and will draw love hearts without being asked. We also love getting real-life letters instead of emails. We keep it as official proof that a girl likes (or once liked) us

5. We love kissing
Go and get your meningococcal vaccination coz boys live for kissing games. Girls tend to see it as their chance to pash that hottie and us boys see it as our opportunity to kiss as many girls as we can, as well as that one special girl.

6. We get nervous
Boys have this whole "let's not show emotions" thing going on, so just laugh if we say that we're shaking because we're "just really cold out here". The nervousness is doubled because we've probably been lying to our mates since we were about 12 about how experienced we are

7. Grooming
So, some of us have rooms that constantly emit the perfume of week old rugby socks but we DO actually care about how we look and smell. Behind closed bathroom doors we're applying cologne, using a scrub to get rid of zits and this is very personal but...some of us trim our underarm and nasal hair (with our sister's nail scissors of course)

8. Magical date
It's a good bet that a boy will have spent the last five or so years trying to figure out the meanings behind those bra codes or the mysteries of menstruation. By the time we're your age, we've probably convinced ourselves that girls have magic powers and thei very words can destroy us. Now you know why they invented stories about witches.

9. That's just swell
OK....I think I won't write this one down....

10. Computer games
When guys play computer games we're not doing it for entertainment but to test some career options. So when he spends hours playing, just think, he's actually doing work experience as an orc slayer.

OK this was an article in GF Mag, supposdely written by a guy.
Guy's is all this stuff true?
I'd be very interested for you opinion...
I neva trust all this stuff they write about guys in these mags...

Blog bullying seems 2 be the lastest craze.
This is getting out of hand.

Don't worry bout me. I'm fine. It's not like I'm anorexic or anything. I'm just..not eating much. And healthily. Julia says it's not a diet. So it can't be. 10kgs isn't that much. It's not like I'm gonna wither away and die. I won't be able to do it anyway. I don't have strong enough willpower. But I sure can try. You just watch me.

Spirt

Wow. Did anyone else notice how amazingly awesome 2nite's worship service was? It was just sooo spirit-filled!! There was such an amazing presence in the room, and everyone could feel it and it was just like wow! I felt sooo consumed and filled and just content in every aspect of my life and it was like nothing could touch me. The awesome power of God was in that room and touching everyone and it was so overwhelmingly gr8! I was so spiritually drained after, but it was amazing and worth it!
Dance was extra fun. We attempted to have a prayer "circle" 'cept we kept on ending up in FITS of laughter. It was sooo hilarious. Bound not to happen and be serious though. Hehe.
Good chats with friends. I was in a bit of a weird mood 4 Ernie, but I got over it, luckily.
Church was just so gr8!
God is so gr8!
I love life!!!!!!

Deprivation, Hands and Rain

It's raining, it's pouring.
Australia baffles me sometimes. How can it be a totally beach-babe worthy 27 degrees day yesterday, and then today it rains and is an all yucky, stay at home in bed and drink hot chocolate day?
I have to go to dance soon.
And I don't feel like going.
I never feel like doing anything when the weather is horrible. Oh well, at least I'm not sick.
My fingers are extreamly sore. I am gettting callouses on all of my fingertips on my left hand from guitar. And I already have callouses and tears and crap on my hands from gymnastics. My poor hands.
My brother is watching "Spongebob Square Pants". It is quite a sad show might I say.
I want the Tamworth people to be back in time 4 Church.
1) because I would get 2 c Luke and 2) because Alice would be able to come 2 church, because she gets a lift in with Joel and if he can't take her then she can't come and he's in the hole as well, so she is stranded! Poor Alice.
Alice and I had a nice chat last night. All 'bout how we were deprived from seeing our boyfriends. Even though Alice is lucky and can see Joel every day at school. So I am more deprived than her. We also chatted 'bout Church and blogs and formals. Alice is so hilarious.
Oh bugger, I better force myself to go now.
Dance, dance, dance.
Bloggin off,
Beth

Mel and I had a blog comment fight. While sitting right next to each other. It was quite hilarious. There was a lot of attacking of the keyboard and each other. Go have a read and join in the fun. :)

My New Best Friend!

This is Jason Smith. My new celebrity best friend. It also turns out that Tom used 2 know him as well. He worked with him or sumthin. And he gave Tom a hug. WOW. No1 else was impressed but Mel and I sure were! And Mel - he is so totally in love with me not you!! Haha...;)

My mission: To stop being a bitch altogether. Let's start with 1wk.

Socials, Celebs and Beach Bums

OMG! WE MET JASON SMITH FROM H&A!!
When Mel, Gemma, KC and I were at the beach 2day.
It was quite funny. Just 2 secs b4 we were looking at him in mi Dolly mag. Then we put it away, then saw him walking down the beach, and we're like, "Hey, that looks like that Home and Away guy" then we were wondering if it was him as he wandered down the beach. He walked back past us like 5 mins later and Mel screamed out "JASON!!" and he turned around and we all laughed and hid. Then we started walking down the Corso away from us. We spent ages debating whether we should go after him or not. We ended up hurridly packing up and wandering "casually" down after him.
He paused to pose for a photo with a fan, then started strolling our way. We got closer, he got closer. None of us were saying anything, we were gonna miss him. So on an impulse I quickly turned to him and said "Hey! Are you Jason Smith from H&A?" And he's like "yeh i am.. so how r u guys? Having fun at the beach?" We had like this whole convo with him. He was sooo nice and cool. I was hyped to meet a celeb. Hehe. I was mainly the only person speaking, Mel a bit, KC and Gem not much. I was annoyed that I didn't hav a pen, and neither did he. Haha. We told him how we were reading bout him and everything. And asked bout the ending to H&A. We talked bout how he was recognised a lot, and how he was on holidays. It was so totally cool!!!!
The rest of the day was fun as well. We all got a tan, which was cool. And pigged out on food. And walked around the Corso "shopping" (we had no $$$!!) There were heaps of hot guys and they were checking us out heaps. It was crazy!! Crazily fun day. The water was too cold 2 swim so we just bummed and tanned and ate and talked and perved and shopped. Lot's o fun. We wanna do it like every w/e now!!

Small group social was fun yesterday. Ice Skating. I couldn't do heaps of cool moves becuase most of them r backwards and I was bumping into people. So I only did some cool moves, that were forwards. Helen and I were dancing to all the music. There were sooo many people there tho. Heaps of groups. And couples. The groups stood in the middle of the rink talking. The couples stood around the outside pashing. Hehe. The announcer guy came on later and said over the loudspeaker - "The people who are kissing! Yes, you! The girl in the black top and the guy in blue! Report to the office immediatly!! Kissing is not allowed!!!" Haha. It was HILARIOUS! But it didn't really stop ne1. Everyone kept on kissing neway! I told KC mi romantic ice-skating dream. Hehe. Funni. We saw Bec and Loz's small group there as well. And we had Maccas and KFC 4 dinner b4 and icecreams after. Ill tell u I sure was sore!! Not from falling or nething. From speed skating with Helen. It hurts ur ankles!! Anika only skated 4 like half an hour cuz 1) her feet hurt and 2) sum random lady grabbed onto her and pulled her over while skating. And Anika was superstisous so she believes bad things happened in 3's!! KC did the massivest stack, practically doing th splits, while tryin 2 catch up 2 Helen and I speed skating. Hehe.
I got home and COLLAPSED in a coma sleep because I was sooo tired! I had had a 2hr gym training session, then 5hrs of school, then 2hrs of Hip-Hop dance, then home 4 half an hour, then coffee with Helen, then back 2 Church 2 help distribute flyers and put up posters 4 "Aimee" and chat 2 sum people. Then small group social. It was a massive day! Hehe, I caught up on a lot of sleep at the beach though.
So overall, a very good start to the wkend. 'Cept I won't see Luke on the weekend, which is kinda sad. Cuz I miss him. Oh well. That's life, ay?

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I am sorry if I hurt anyone in anyway through my blog.

Warning World: Volatile, Do Not Provoke!

She was quite a large girl....big-boned she would say...or maybe just fat? Her hair was drawn back in a mousy blonde ponytail. She wasn't a very attractive girl. She was quiet, a bit of a loner. She kept to herself and her book. Her eyes shyed away from the world and her head was downcast. The people society reject. Try to ignore. Scrawled across her arm in big red letters were the words - "Warning World: Volatile, Do Not Provoke!" What was her life like? Was it sad? Did she have many friends? What compelled her to write those words? Maybe she was just plain fed up. Does she hate herself? She glanced at me. I started into those haunting, soulful eyes, and I felt sad. Those eyes told me everything I wanted to know. She quickly cast her head back down, then away outside, pausing from her book, through the window of glass into the whirling world outside. I was looking at her through a window. It was like she wasn't there. Was she really volatile? She looked so gentle. Was there anger inside of her? What reasons did she have to be on that bus? What was her destination? What would she do when she arrived there?
I couldn't touch her.
She never even uttered a word...

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True story.

My bus trip home this arvo.

Just my thoughts..

Well this is Luke (mi bf, in case ne of u didn't know) and Mel (mi bestest friend!) I am putting this up here for the sole reason of annoying u Melly, (and also cuz I feel like posting sum pics) cuz I know u think u look crap in this pic when u don't!! U look nice!! Well part from all the food over u 2. Heheh...but that couldn't be helped!!

Pete Murray!!! AHHHHH!! He is soooo cool! He's like mi guitar idol and I also luuurve his music!

Mmmm...Rodrigo Santoro. For any of you who don't know who he is...he is the Karl guy from 'Love Actually'. ANd he was on the Who Weekly Top 25 Sexiest People thing as well. And Mel - he is waaaay hotter than Ryan - whatever you say!!!

The Complex Social Structure of an All-Girls School

The popular girls sit on the benches.
The bigger the bench space (aka. more benches) the more popular.
Our group owns the biggest bench space.
As Hannah and I were sitting at our spot (the central big bench circle) we were quite amused at how the whole social heirachy of Yr 8 was literally 'sitting' ('scuse the pun :D ) right in front of us.
It was quite easy to classify the groups from where they sat.
There were lots of little 'loser' groups (of bout 2 or 3) who were delegated to sit on the ground. Then there were the middle groups. 'Lower' middle group got to sit on a 2-bench area, then the 'Upper' middle group got a 3-bench area. Then the bitchy 'popular' group got a 2-bench seat, yet it is more centralised (bit near us) so is a better position (regardless of no. of benches) than the middle groups which are right near the end. There r the random asian people behind the bushes. And there are some other loser groups, who are 'lower' loser groups, who are in the library. Poor things. It's so harsh.
Most interesting thing is 2 girls who used 2 be in the bitchy 'popular' group, but now are not. (kicked out, left, who knows) They sit next to this tree. And are now social outcasts since their rejection from the group.

Strange this structure is.
But honestly it fascinates me.
Our group rules over them all.
We get the bin. :)

Bad Girls

I have a confession to make.
I have been bad.
Very bad.
I just can't help myself. I can't control myself. I can't stop.
That's what these 'poularity' posts have been about. It has just been getting to me.
I feel like I am in the 'Mean Girls' movie or in a 'Survivor' game.
All this backstabbing, alliances and 'secret' conversations.
I never used 2 be like this. Or at least THIS bad.
It's just been latley.
I was very bad 2day. Naughty Naughty me.
I must admit I do feel kinda guilty.
Maybe I should apologise to the people I've been a bitch to?

I made a To-Do list.
It is very long
But now i feel much more organised and under control.
I like it :)

Popularity: The Real Deal

Is it possible to be to be popular but still a good Christian? I'm not so sure. From what Julia was saying on her blog, how there is a 'proper' thing to do and a 'popular' thing to do, I don't think you can do both. That is, be both popular and proper. Popularity changes people. Honestly sometimes I act so differently, I just don't know what has come over me. All that bitchiness has rubbed off on me. It changes me, I'm a different person. It's hard to reverse the damage. Sometimes it's just like 'Mean Girls'! Reality check girl!
Popularity isn't all that it's cracked up to be. People search and lust after it, but once you get it, it's not that great. It doesn't fill the void. It isn't enough just to be popular. You can't be totally fufilled. You need something more, and unfortunatly...you can't have both.
So you must ask yourself.
What is more important to you - your salvation, or short-term popularity?

"Are you planning a party?"

Today was a hilarious day.
I realised I like CCG. Not the subject. Just because Huge amuses me so much.
Jacki and I were in fits of laughter - literally.
Here's what happened:

Jacki and I are sitting next 2 each other in CCG, and Huge (aka. Mrs. Hughes, our teacher) is blabbing on about God-knows-what, isobars or sumthin. So I decide to share the hilarious story of what happened with Huge and Hannah and I last lesson. This is how the conversation went:

Huge: "Girls! What are you doing under the table? You're 'sposed 2 be doing your boardgame!"
Beth: "Nothing!! Go away!" (laughing while Hannah and I attempt 2 hide our note 2 KC under the table)
Huge: "No. You're doing somthing. What are you doing? Give that to me"
Hannah: "It's nothing!"
(giggling)
Huge: "I know what you're doing! You're planning a party aren't you?" (Hannah and I cacking ourselves)
Beth: "YES!! We're planning a PARTY!! (extreamly sarcastic tone) And you're not invited!"
Huge: (as she is very ditzy and stupid she does not pick up on mi sarcasm) "Yay! I got it right!"
Hannah: "Yeh, FOR ONCE!!" (laughing)
Beth and Hannah: "Now leave"
Huge: "OK!" (walks away)

Later...
Huge is trying to get us to do h/w and we don't want to. She hands us a sheet and we flick it back at her saying "We don't want it!!" and walk out of the classroom...

So, of course, Jacki finds this story hilarious, and naturally I am joining in on her laughter. I was writing my notes 4 our test nxt week, and she couldn't get us to shut up, so she came over to us and said "What are you doing?" and looks down at mi sheet, and I'm like, "Geography!" and she goes, "Oh, so you're not planning another party?" (she was dead serious) and Jacki and I just SCREAMED with laughter. It was SOOOOOO HILARIOUSLY FUNNY!! We just laughed and laughed 4 about 10mins straight and had 2 stay after class (but didn't get in trouble of course, because Huge does whatever we say) because we were literally laughing the whole lesson.
After the lesson, Huge asked us, "Will you be better next week?" and Jacki goes - "Well, no. But we'll at least attempt to." And then we walked out. Hehehe.
Sometimes I feel sorry for Huge. But seriously she is just too easy...

4000 Problems

My computer is now fixed. Yay! Rejoice!
It was so bad that I literally could not move the mouse or open an internet page without waiting for half an hour!!
Mum's friend Becky fixed it for us.
We had 4000 VIRUSES!!! No overexaduration. That's what the virus scan said.
Poor computer.
I'm glad you're better now.
All there is left 2 fix now is the guitar.....

The Loss of a Diary: The Blogging Revolution

I judge myself as quite a deep thinker
I did a lot of thinking while I was away
Please pray for me that I will not worry too much about the future and what is going to happen to me and my relationships. Just pray that I can sit back and enjoy and let God do His work in my life.
My weeks have been getting better and better. Good days are returning. I had a hilarious serenade from Mel B4 Science yesterday. Good stuff she is that Mel.

I was called a bitch yesterday though.
Oh well. Welcome to the competitive world of an all-girls school.
But I 'spose I may have been being a bit mean.
But it's just so easy to get sucked into it all, the atmosphere, the bitchiness. It can be so fun sumtimes to be bitchy. But of course only if you are not on the recieving end. That's the flip-side see. It's horrible that to make yourself feel better, more important, more popular, you must devalue some-one else's confidence. But that is the way it is these days. And honestly it's hard to change it. I often feel bad that I contribute. Isn't it strange how you act differently around some people? Wow. This is like a confessional.

I have abandoned my diary. Poor diary. It hasn't been written in since May 26th, which is 2 days B4 i started blogging. I swore a blog wouldn't take the place of my beloved diary, but I became obsessed and it has. My computer died, so I had to write down this blog on paper, and now I am finally publishing it because my computer is fixed. Strange it was writing those blogs down. It felt so...wrong. I can't believe that my blog has become my diary. I put so much stuff on there. But I still can't say everything. I have to monitor what I say to who I know my audience will be. That's why it's hard sometimes, because my blog is not a complete feeling vent like my diary was. I keep things bottled up inside of me more. Maybe that's why I get more stressed, or maybe it's just because I have more issues in my life now? Reading over my diary entries last night, I can see how different they are. Equal strong feeling is put into both blog and diary, yet the content and writing style is so different.
I didn't think having just a blog would be enough, but it turns out it was. It's a whole other world, the blogging world. It feels different, you think differently. Blogger revolutionised my life, the way I deal with problems, how I vent my feelings, my friendships. I never thought such a thing could.
Oh how wrong was I.

Nerd and Co.

Well I wasn't going to blog 2day, but I decided I better seeing as I will be in Melbourne for the whole wkend and prob. wont get a chance 2 blog! But I am so excited bout going cuz I get 2 see mi Aunty Cathy, Pete, and cuz's Tara and Luke! Yay! I don't get to see them very often so it's great when I do.
I had a pretty good day 2day. Hannah and I were members of "Nerd and Co." which was quite funny. We played the part for the whole of Art lesson and Criddy got sooo pissed at us and told us quite forcefully to "CUT THE CRAP!!!" But it was worth it though. Very funny.
We had the English Public Speaking Competition on and some-one produced an intersting perspective, saying that everyone has their fairytales, it's just a matter of looking for it and the positive. Made me think. I suppose I do have my fairytale. Life is pretty good.
My computer is so stuffed. We r doing this Panda virus scan thing and there have been like 20 viruses detected already. No wonder it takes like literally 10mins to load one page. Argh. Makes things so hard.
I'm getting callouses on my fingers from the guitar. I play it heaps now. I love it so much. I'm def. gonna miss it this wkend.
I can smell dinner. Yum, its good. :D
I 'spose my life is a bit like 'Survivor'
Bloggin off,
Beth

Wedding Fever

"Should it stay as Miss Munday or change to Mrs Hamilton?"
"Let's have a vote!"
"What are you gonna wear?"
"Can we come?"
"Can i be your flower girl?"
Wedding Fever is in the air in History class.
Girls Girls Girls.
Laughs all round 2day.
Thank the Lord for the rain.
I get to miss out on Alliance Francais to go to Melbourne.
Mrs Boshier is not as pleased as me.
Florence Nightingale is quite boring.
I like the school's chicken wedges.
Mel's a bludger and didn't come to school 2day.
My arm is still sore and I can't lift it above 45 degrees or put weight on it.. Gym was extreamly difficult 4 this reason. It's much harder to do a handstand on beam with only one hand.
I'm gonna try and get some pics from MSPA.
Bloggin off,
Beth

One blogger leaves our world and another junior blogger joins...
"It's the CIRCLE of bloggin!"
Sorry...excuse my Lion King moment there.
I just realised this is my 6th post 2day.
I didn't think it was possible but I am steadily becoming more obsessed.
Hmmm...
Sometimes I wonder what makes you like someone?
Like what is that irresistable attraction you get 2 someone? Why that one person and not someone else?

"Push up, Your body, Your body next to mine
Push up, Gotta make that sexy booty mine
Push Up, Shake it, Baby Shake dat ass
Push Up, I love it when you feel like getting nasty!"

I still can't believe they changed it to "God Feed"
And isnt palendrome spelt with the e not the i like it is on the God Feed? Mmm...
Sorri just my pedantic English side coming through!
In other news I'm going 2 Melbourne!!

I am in incredible pain
My arm is numb
We had 2 have our tetanus needle.
Poor Clare didn't cope very well.
Our Science assignment is an incredibly sad effort. No wonder we're in the 2nd class. haha!
I sooo hope Mum lets me go to Melbourne this weekend. I can't wait 2 see Aunty Cathy, Tara , Luke and Pete.
Rach's small group is finally having their social. Good on ya Rach 4 getting organised!!

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very very, extra-ordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore and
Love..is all that I casn give to you
Love...is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love...is made for me and you!

Y do people not know who I am?

I can't believe they actually changed the Blog Waterhole 2 God Feed. Haha. That's funny.
I never realised how many people actually don't know who I am.
I'm referring 2 Church specifically. And the older generation.
Spesh all the bloggers.
I mean I know who they are, but they never know about me!
I mean come on, do I sink into the background that much?
Honestly I didn't think I did.
Ok I'm justifying this blog by the fact that I have ALMOST finished my work.
Should my fone vibrate when I get a message and it's on silent? It never does. It's quite annoying. I never know when I get one or not so I end up replying like 2 hrs after I recieve it, and thats annoying 4 the person, spesh if they r bored and want me 2 reply. Which is what I do 2 people all the time and it annoys me when they don't reply to me so really I am being hypocritcal. Even if its by accident and out of my control. Ahhh.
I had double History this morning.
And that was so bad becuase I was so not in a History mood.
Still aren't
Still supposed 2 be working.
Ali and I have 2 finish our Maths thing on the computers at morning tea. So I will prob. blog again. And I think I have 2 go on the computers 4 Science 6th period. Gosh it is a big blog day. Wat subjects do I have 2day?
P1- Civics and Citizenship History P2- History
P3 - Art P4 - Maths Advanced
P5 - English P6 - Science
Mi god wat a CRAP day!!!
Hehe, its funny 2 see all the 'protest comments' on Hannah W's blog on her idea that Rach H was flirting with Luke and that Luke and I r frigid. It's good 2 see I have at least some friends who stick up for me.
Yes, I have to be working!
Beth

I am going to work.
Ahhh the temptation of procastinating is so so high...
Dy'know I have TWO History Assignments at the one time!
Ahh I'm so overwhelmed at the amount of work.
OK.
WORK!!!
Now Beth
Stop Blogging.

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Cold

I hate catching the bus
It's absolutly freezing
Can't be more than 5
I now realise how lucky I am getting a lift in in a warm car 3 times a week.
My fingers are numb as I'm typing
I dont think I got the job
They rang Mel and not me
I hate being younger than EVERYONE else
Only 3 of my friends are younger than me, and everyone else is older. I don't feel young though. I feel older than 15. But people do 4get how young I am all the time. Ash's Dad was asking me when I was getting my L's.
Couldn't be bothered 2 write more. I really don't like the school library. At least it's warm. That is the only thing it has 2 offer me.
Bloggin off,
Beth

Tim and KC and I are having a conversation about hot guys. T1 thinks Justin is hot...eeeww!!
Tim you are so queer. So, so queer.
Tim physically abused me 2nite. I still hav his finger marks on my arm. Luke aren't you sposed 2 protect me?!! Haha!
I met Lozza 2nite.
Hey Lozza! I 4got 2 tell her I read her blog. I wonder if she reads mine? Lozza if you are reading do you read my blog? Hehe!
Cafe Church was relativley fun 2nite. I once again was on a loner table (yes Luke, no matter how much you tried 2 make it sexy it was still a loner table!)
Tom's sermon was funny. As usual. :D
Ellen came. Which was good. KC went down the front and I was so proud of her. :)
I must go now.
I'm enjoying watching Artistic Gymnastics on TV.
Blogger wasn't working all day so that was the explanation for my delayed post on World Cafe.
Neway, must b off.
Beth

Soul Food

Last night was World Cafe. And one word can describe it. Hectic!!! I was a waitress, along with Nat, Gem, Ash Bennet and T1. There was this really cool African bread that looked like pancakes and we were serving that 2 people 'cept we were being squished and suffocated by people trying 2 get food, and it was so hectic trying 2 feed hundreds of people! We had a little production line going, with half th people putting fillings in th bread and the other half handing them out 2 people. Then T1 and I were in th extreamly overcrowded kitchen with our arms overflowing with dirty plates, and we had NOWHERE to put them! So we tried 2 pile them on the side of the fridge and I was trying 2 steady them while Tim was piling more and more on, then the whole pile fell over and smashed on the ground! And all these broken pieces were on the floor and plates and food was everywhere and all over me and I was like "AHHHH!!" and Tim was laughing then I was laughing! And there was no-one 2 help us and no room to move or 2 put anything. Then Tim and I got organised and we were scraping all the plates and making piles on top of the stove according to the sizes and it was all under control, but it was seriously so stressful that I could not stop laughing!! And some random guy chucked this big pile of soggy bread and meat muck in my hands 2 put in the bin and I was like OMG so I dumped it in the bin and then wiped my hands ALL OVER TIM and he was like OMG!! It was hilarious!
After that interval was over I was so exhausted!! Haha. I was so happy 2 sit down and EAT SOMETHING!! I had fun bagging Gem out the whole night. Hehe. She is too easy. I wore my "evil shoes" Mwhaha. And Tim tried them on. He was a queer waitress with my black heels on. It was quite hilarious. And then he was dancing around and clapping. We had clapping fights. Haha - dont ask. Then he kept on dancing and clapping AFTER the music finished. God I thought Luke was queer but Tim is so much worse! Then he informed me that he was the one that turned Luke queer and NOT the other way around as I had previously thought. Gosh he is crazy. Hahahahaha.....
I didn't want 2 go because I didn't want to give up my really cool orange and white striped "Soul Food" waitress apron. It was sooo cool!! But I really wanted 2 go home 2 bed because I was practically falling asleep there. MSPA was one big night b4 that, then last nite was big, Jo said we weren't gonna be waitressing the whole time but we sure were, and it killed me! Haha.
My nice warm bed awaited, and that was my hectic night.....

Mwhahaha
It's sooo fun 2 be evil.
'Spesh being a partner in evil.
Eh'xcelent

Let us entertain you....

MSPA. Well. It was quite fun. My night started off with getting a lift in with Alexe. I got in th car and Tim saw me and said "What are you wearing?!" Haha. Well at least it was less revealing than Sian and Kel's costume!! But yeh, Luke, Mel, Tim, Alexe, Mum and I were all in the car, and we had a fun trip in, singing along with songs from the radio. We got there bout 6, which was an hour b4 it started because we were ordering pizza. 'Cept the pizza had already come and the pizza guy had left without the money because no1 was there so we couldn't pay! And he was sposed 2 come back but neva did!! Luke and Tim got 2 meet some of my crazy friends. They were looking pretty overwhelmed there 4 a minute, and were surprised that we were like this "all the time". Yup guys, welcome to an all girls school!!

I had 2 stay backstage the whole 1st half. And that was sooo nerveracking, spesh b4 we went on! I was like having a heart attack! The dance was going really well, 'cept then i stuffed it at the end becuase I was getting confident. I 4got 2 do a kick. But everyone said no1 noticed. Which was good. The thing I like about being backstage is it's like everyone's family. Like everyone's wishing each otha good luck and being all nice and chatting and stuff even if u've neva talkd 2 them b4 in ur life! And there r all these little encouragment messages on all the walls and stuff. Hehe. it was funny, Bec totally stacked it when she was doing the "I'm a Believer" song. haha! it was soo hilarious!

I was glad I got 2 go out after the interval, because i got 2 c the performers from the view of the audience and I got 2 sit with friends. I felt really bad 4 Eliza Whally, becuase she burst into tears and sat sobbing on the stage when she was doing her monologue. I felt soo bad! Sian and Kelly were good, as usual. Sooo many of mi friends were in th MSPA, whether peforming or backstage/lighting. Go Jacki and Julia 4 the lights! They were awesome mate! Loz and Jess, ur drama was great. Mel and Gem, ur Mash MCing was really good and funni!! Bubs, Kiera, Loz, and anyone else who was in the band, and the stupid handbells, and the song, u guys were great! I'm sorri if I've 4gotten anyone! U guys all rocked!!

The only thing that ruined my night was I was about 2 go, and KC and I walked past this big group of really bitchy Yr 8's, and they were saying "Omg, their dance was like sooooo crap!!" and then do this purposly retarted impression of us dancing (doin the move that tim likes) It was so cruel. I was quite upset at the time. Because 4 the past few weeks/months, all I have been getting from people is bitchy comments, not just bout dancing but about everything. Some people are such cowards. They say things behind your back, or anonymously on your blog and if they are really going to say those horrible things about you, they should at least have the balls to say it to your face. I hate bitchy people. But the only thing worse than bitchy people is people who are bitchy cowards. And that is what those girls are, and various other people who have said things about me behind my back.

But yeh, overall it was a pretty good night. Like in the end, I was happy with my performance. Because I only started dancing 4 the 1st time in 3 yrs, about 3 months ago, and I think people 4get that sometimes, and half the dance that I did last night I had 2 learn a few days b4, so I think I did pretty well. Mmmm....

Bloggin off,
Beth

Last night was fun.
Luke's family r great.
They were all really nice.
4 once KC felt proud becuase she was actually the first person to know stuff. Seeing as she is always last! Hehe. Mel and KC called my fone while I was there - 7 times!! I put it on silent tho becuase i knew they would call, and they called Luke's fone, but i was off or on silent. So then they tried actually calling the house, and Kerry answered and was like - "I'll just get him" and then came back and said "Sorry! He's not here!" and Mel's like argh i know he is! hah! Their evil plans stuffed up :P
So, overall, it was a really great night. :D
I am in Science right now, and I can hear the MSPA practice in the hall! "let us...enter-...tain you!!" Argh! It's so annoying becuase I reackon the dancers so should be there but they are only getting the MC's and the backstage and lighting crew people and stuff there! Damn them. SO now I am attempting to do this stupid Science assignment and there is no info! And I wanna be bludging in the hall!!
But I am getting really physced bout 2nite!! yay! The only thing is I wish I wasn't on 4th, becuase it is such a crap time 2 be on! I reackon the Yr8 dancers should replace our position onf 4th and we should take theirs. They are on near the end of the 2nd half. That would be a good position.
Neway i betta actually try 2 get back 2 work now.
Ok, work work work!!!!
Blogging off,
Beth

Today has been a very good day. :D Yay!
I had MSPA practice P1-4 so that was a bludge. Hannah and I are on 4th, which kinda sucks.
Our costume is cool though. I like it. Hannah doesn't as much, it's because Parrot forced us to wear thick black stockings instead of pink fishnets because she thought we looked like prostitutes. Ok, she didn't actually say that! But we all knew she was thinking it! Damn Parrot.
So neway, the dance doesn't look mank anymore!! Yay! It looks really cool, well according to our audience. but I'm happier now. I think we're actually gonna go alright. And I don't feel so stupid anymore. I added this really cool bit this arvo. Yay!
Who's coming?
And....
Bit nervous about going tonight? Maybe, just maybe i am.

I love guitar so much.
It's something I'm actually good at.
Well, according to Andy I am. He says I'm a natural. :)
But I really do like it heaps. It's a great release. And so much fun.
Mmm...my friends at school are so random. They are amused so easily. And divided just as easily as well. "We hate the OC!" and "We love the OC!" and "We aren't romantic!" and "We are romantic!" are the main groups. And Kiera and I are the main leaders for the romance side. Kiera being negative and me being affirmative. hehe, we fight so much. We are both very capable and experience arguers. So neither of us ever agree or win. hehe, its fun tho.
I have MSPA rehersals 2moz. From P1-4. Then Art and French. So it is another bludgy day.
Hopefully the dance will go better.
Ok I really don't wanna talk bout that, let's not get onto that subject!
Mmmmm.....couldn't b bothered 2 rite.
I'm goin 2 Luke's house 2moz nite.
That should be fun.
Yes.
Well, well.
Bloggin off,
Beth

The dance is stupid. Actually no I think I'm just crap. It doesn't help with all the derogatory comments they think I haven't heard or don't know bout or didn't pick up on. I'm just sick of it. Isn't it sposed 2 be fun? It really isn't anymore.
But I'm trying not to let it ruin my day!
Yay! i got 2 be on the computers twice. That's something good.
Ok I think I should actually work this lesson!
Mrs Goulding is so cute...
hehe no1 listens!
Blogging off,
Beth

good day

I am having an extreamly good day. Which is good.
I forced my mind into bein positive and making this day good. Even though Mum and I are still fighting.
Today has consisted of lots of laughing with friends
History was funny. Ali Doube kept on saying that Emma Gilmour was reading off the sheet because she knew all this stuff bout Victorian Britain when she actually wasn't reading off the sheet and had researched it all in her own time, which is weird. But anway, Emma was saying how the railways opened up trade and economy for Britain and Ali goes "You're reading off the sheet!" and Emma turns around and snaps "Would you like me to expand for your own benefit?" in this really pompous way. It was hilarious. Ali had another crack at Emma and was sent out of the class by Miss Munday while the rest of the class was in fits of laughter.
And Kiera, if you are readin this, you are the most unromantic person i have eva known!!! She gave me like this weirdo look 4 10mins when I told her it was Luke and I's one month aniversary 2day. It was quite funny. But seriously Kiera, u hav like no romantic bones in ur body as well. She found it funny how we were going on about how much we love each other on our blogs and she doesnt think we do, and shes like "its not like your gonna marry him or anything!!" ha. doesn't mean i can't love him. But seriously she is just so funny!! And she's even worse that you mel and thats pretty bad!! ha. And then kiera bored out mi brain by giving me this 10min recital of this stupid Bunny cartoon show she had watched. Then at morning tea she forced Jacki 2 listen 2 her stupid story again, by threatening to wipe peanut butter in her eyes if she didn't!! (4 all of u who don't know, jacki dies if peanut butter gets on her or wateva)
Annie is reading over my shoulder right now. She just wanted me 2 write sumthing bout her. So here is ur mention!! And Mel says I'm obsessed with blogging. And yes Mel i totally agree I am.
I am having the most bludgy day 2day! Fun Fun.
I am glad I am having a better day than the rest of the week.
Actually I think it is just my mindset.
2day is the day where 2 guys get a thumbs up and two guys get the thumbs down!!!!
Thumbs up: Luke and Joel
Thumbs down: Jack and...I am not allowed 2 say the other person sorry, but he sux!
So mi day has even good and bad.
mmmm..mayb i wil go read otha's blogs b4 all mi bludging time is up! mwah!
Beth

anika came over this afternoon and "tuned" my guitar.
it was perfectly tuned and then she out-tuned it! argh! it sounds horrible now!
its fun to be with friends tho. :D
mel was being paranoid bout things that might or might not happen.
anika and i were totally put in the hot seat this afternoon. it was funny. yet embaressing.
we talked bout formals too.
its fun to be girly.
there is so much i can say on my blog. hehe
omigosh alice and joel r going out! How cute!
mum acts like nuthin is wrong when it is
i hate that
mmm...dinner would b nice

today has been one of the worst days ever
i shitted up the dance
y y y?
so embaressing...
i have too many things on my mind
i hate school with a passion

Teen Angst

Mum is being totally annoying!
Even more annoying than last night!
Argh!
I hate her I hate her I hate her!
From the famous words of Rach - "Ahhh, teen angst..."

L'amour...

"Qui est la
Personne
C'est simplement mon coeur qui bat
Qui bat tres fort
A cause de toi
Mais dehors
Le petite main de bronze sur la porte de bois
Ne bouge pas
Ne remue pas
Ne remue pas seulement le petit bout du doigt"

This is this really sad (in a good way tho!) and sweet poem bout unrequited love that we did in French 2day, everyone was like "Awww...." Spesh me. It was so cute :D

But the lesson was funny. We sung along 2 all these random funny songs on the "L'amour est bizarre" CD. It's a play we're gonna see at school soon.
Hehe.
French is so amusing

Love - I warn you people who are not romantic you won't wanna read this!

I love luke...and i know i'll have heaps of people who will be "disgusted" by all this romantic stuff but i really do...he's such a comfort when i'm upset...but its so hard to be away from him and i miss him terribly during the week and i would love to see him more...we can talk about anything for however long...and i can say whatever i want and i don't feel stupid or anything...he's so sweet...and romantic...and caring...i love his smile...and those eyes, i can get lost in them 4eva...i love his hugs too...i love everything about him...he's so beautiful..a gift from God..
ahh love is a beautiful thing.

I just found Luke's blog again afta not seeing it 4 ages cuz the link was lost.
4 ne of u who were havin the same problem this is his new addy 4 now.
And hes not appearing on the blog waterhole either.
Damn computers
they neva do wat u want 'em 2! haha

haha, just reading thru peoples blogs
it seems like the hot topic of the blogging world is what happened on friday night.
hehe funny.
and y may i ask is everyone at SCHOOL interested as well?
I dont understand.
it's totally a church thing
If you don't include me
Which is kinda hard
Because I know exactly what happened so everyone bugs me about telling them! Argh!
meh
it's funny.
And its fun to see people speculating bout what happened, and being sure they know until they figure out they actually don't
Like T1 last night.
ha. that was funny.
i sure changed his mind

I hate Mondays
I totally crapped up my Science test.
And the French listening test was so hard
And Tub of lard gives us sooo much h/w
I don't do work for the whole wkend and now I am so behind
Assignments, tests, homework.
I hate it all.
English was so boring
All this intellectual conversation on Lord of the Flies
My brain just can't handle it all on a Monday
Attempting to study Science with half my group at lunch while resisting the urge to join the other half in their escapade to destroy the bin.
Mmmm...

Don't you just hate that unsatisfied feeling that you should have done somthing and you didn't?

What happened?!

2 sum up mi night:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Secrets secrets secrets r fun!!!
I know a seeeeecrrrrrreeeetttt!!!!!
Sorri I had 2 get that off mi chest! It was killing me!! OMG!!!
Fun Fun Fun!
The night was AWESOME man!
go Winter Sleepout!
Mwhahaha....
So many things people wanted 2 know...
Mwhaha....
Where was Luke's hand?
What happened with Westie and Anika?
Dont we all wanna know...
Oh the sexual tension!
Will u find out what really happened?
Time will tell..
Mwhahaha (just 2 annoy gemma - queer!)

Renata The Fag *clap* *clap*

Hehe, Renata is such a freak. She just walked past our classroom. We just realised she was in the next room, behind the "double-sided-mirrors-that-are-not-up-to-pymble's-standards-becuase-they-are-cheap-and-you-can-see-through-them!" and she has 4gotten that we are her class!! We are all just sitting in this room fiddling with computers, half of us blogging and the other half watching random videos of stuff, and all at the same time having a chat. Come on, we are multi-tasking females and she is a dumb idiot who cannot put two and two together and realise she has a class!!!!
Haha, but im not complaining!
A whole, bludgy class on the computers without damn RENATA!

Dates, Bates and Mates

Hello, yet anotha ICT class blog. Yet this time "RENATA" is not here yet so I can attempt to blog properly!! mwhahaha
4 once school has actually been fun 2 day! Well, funny. Embaressingly funnny. Extreamley embaressing. Bates and the tutor group "oooing" and shannon making up stupid chants and screaming things down the corridor. God, when will they get ova it?! Haha. Tho i must admit it was quite hilarious. Altho i was extreamley embaressed at the same time!! I was like BRIGHT RED!!!!
The day has also been sad. I can't reveal details becuase Annie swore me to secrecy. But also Annie is gonna leave 4 St.Andrews at the end of the year, and that is totally sad!! :( But the worst and most unfair part of it is the bit i can't tell. But trust me its bad. Oh i'm so frustrated. Poor poor annie.
Science was a total bludge. Because we both couldnt b bothered 2 do any work, and Annie didnt come into the class until near the end and we had 2 console her, and mel was laughing at mi mank goanna fossil drawing which was extreamley hilarious, i soooo could not be bothered 2 do work, i just cant wait till 2nite! It's gonna be fun, in more ways than one! And no that was NOT a hint, 4 all u dirty minded people out there who hav been hassling me 2day!! I am excited because...oops sorry, secret!! Mwhahaha...Anika knows! Hehe, secrets r fun. Well if they are harmless of course. Bt these secrets r generally harmless.
I remember ages ago when I used 2 haveaaaaalll these secrets bout people at church and I couldnt tell, and one time i got totally stressed out bout it becuase mel wanted 2 know sumthing and i couldnt tell her 4 a very good reason and it got all very ugly!!
Hhe, its so cute because there is this guy who likes Jess called Jack, and hes really sweet, because he calls her every night, and he asked her 2 the movies, his shout, and jess says its not a date. but we all say it is! Guys, I need your opinion on this one please!! Is it a date or not? I think it could be. But y'know it could also not. Because I went out 2 coffee with luke like twice or sumthin b4 we started going out and it wasnt a date. But yeh, i bet that Jack guy likes her anyway. He's sposed 2 be hot as well. mayb he has shaggy hair? Shaggy hair is hot! hot hot hot.... Even jess's drama teacher thinks its a date, gem and jess were discussing it, and she walks past, and just goes. "It's a date!" and then keeps on walking! Haha. How random and funny!
Argh!
So excited bout 2nite! And world cafe!! hehehehe
Mwahahaha, life's good again!!
Maybe its becuase ive caught up on sleep!
Ok maybe ill go and finish this post and then read sum other peoples blogs!!
yay yay!
Renata STILL isnt here! shes like 15mins late!
Eh'xcellent!
Blogging off,
beth

Gypsy Beth

Hmmm...my clothes were different 2day.
Bohemian style actually.
I had fun.
It's fun 2 be a gypsy.
My hair fit the style as well, it was being good and agreed with me when I left it out. :D
hehehe...I like th word Bohemian.
Bohemian...Bohemian...Bohemian
Ok that was random.
Haha. You can obviously tell I'm feeling beta!

Ernie's Worship Psalm

I was cleaning up my room, and I found my psalm that we had 2 write in Ernie last week. I thought I might share it with you.
These were the questions and things we had to answer in the psalm:

I choose to worship...
Where?
When I'm feeling...
By remembering...

And this is my effort:

I will worship you when I'm down,
When I am feeling alone, or lost.
Wherever you take me Lord,
I will follow, and sing praise in your name.
For the mighty joy of the Lord's love will help
me to worship in whatever situation I am in.
I will remember how you told me to be patient,
but eventually you answered my prayers.
You brought him into my life.
Thankyou Lord.
I will remember your love for me,
and the atoning sacrifice of your son,
Lord Jesus Christ.
You helped me to grow in you, you made me,
you carried me, you saved me.
I love you Dad.
There is nothing like it, and no greater joy or comfort
than knowing you are saved and that the Lord is with you.
And I will worship in your name, forevermore,
through trials and tribulations,
I will always be there to worship you,
because that is the least of what you deserve,
and you are always there for me.
Amen.

Being sick is yucki
Even if it does mean you get to stay home
Oh well, hopefully a day off will help me to get better by Friday
At least i can attempt to get some work done...

I feel so alone.
Y is no one there?
Its funny how a few small things can make your mood change so quickly.
Y did she say that? I just don't understand. I'm so confused.
I miss you.
Ok fine I'll just say it on my blog even though I wasn't going 2. I miss you Luke. I miss you, miss you, miss you. I can't survive this long without you, its horrible.
There I said it.
Ahh. I'm so frustrated.
And sick. That doesn't help either. I think I'm going 2 stay home 2moz.
mmmmm.....

Pick up line of the day: "My hands are cold...will you warm them for me? My lips are cold...will you warm them for me? My body's cold...Will you warm it for me?"

This is the pick-up line made up by mi crazy group (well actually kinda mainly me and Gem - hehe) based on the stupid "West Side Story" movie we had 2 watch the otha day. If u don't find it as hilarious as we did, it's becuase it's more of a personal joke, oh and i 'spose we do hav a strange kind of sense of humor, oh and yeh u would kinda hav had 2 see the movie was well! Which i suggest you dont cuz it sucks!! mwhahaha...

I blew off suggestions of me using it. Haha.

I wonder when my friends will get over all the hinting?!

*Mwah*

Bins, Marriage and Sweet Guys

Hello again.
History afta CCG was funny. Miss. Munday, our teacher, recently got engaged, and Pip C (this really annoying blonde bimbo girl) is like all excited bout it. And she's like, "Aww...Miss Munday, you're even writing different (note Pip's BAD USE OF GRAMMAR!! haha) beacuse you're in looooovvee!!"
Good 'ol Miss Munday just laughed.
Kiera is also making a board game 4 CCG. Except hers is really morbid and dark. It's called "Who Wants to Destroy Australia?" and to win, you have to kill the most people and rob the government of the most money. Haha. It's hilarious. SO typically Kiera though. I can't wait 2 see the final product!
At lunchtime, once again we put the bin in the middle of our circle of chairs, and kicked it around. Haha. We have the weirdest group! Half of us hate the bin kicking and half of us love it. And Julia took heaps of pics of us on her camera. Ranging from "Tree Lovers" to "Stacks on Jess!!!!" hehehehe....
'Tears of Heaven' is an extreamly hard song 2 play!! Argh! Andy says I'm going alright, but yeh i dunno. I 'spose I have only just started. But I really wanna learn the song cuz its sooo cool!! :D
Guitar was quite nice though. It was all warm inside, and Andy had placed the heater right behind my chair so it was all warm for me!! He's a really sweet guy! :D And he also made me a hot Milo when I came in. Yuuuumm...I was all warm and toasty and having heaps of fun! :) 'Snaps 4 Andy!'
Tensions are running high in our household. Everyone is sick, and my brother and Dad just had a screaming fight becuase Dad wanted Callum 2 go in the shower but he didn't want 2 get off the computer. Hehe, he's gonna be REALLY angry when he sees ME on it! Mwhahaha....
Y'know this week seems like it's gonna be alright actually.
After a shocker like last wk I'm glad!!
Bloggin off,
Beth

Jam Packed Weekends, Crazy Teachers and Plaster Fights

Hello, I am in CCG and we r researching natural disasters.
It is incredibly boring
And it very hard to type this becuase Huge is patrolling
I just finished havin Chapel
God it is seriously boring.
We had to sing that Shine, Jesus, Shine song, and it is sooo high, and my voice totally wont go there 2day because I am getting sick. :(
And I've lost my glasses.
So I'm like blind and can't read nething that is further than an arms length away.
Ahhh, my poor glasses, wandering around the school somewhere, all by themselves.
I hope they turn up soon.
Mel and Annie and I had a plaster fight in Science
Mrs. Hallet was very brave to give us an experiment 2 do that involved plaster.
The expected outcome was acheived: plaster on us, on the science bench, on our aprons, on our faces and blazers, the experiment totally stuffed, and us rolling on the floor laughing.
Ahhh, good times.
And Kranny tried to get us into trouble on our way to school. We had already gone 2 SSO and were in the school gounds and didnt have our blazers on (which is totally allowed!) and she comes up to us and is all like - "Girls, you should have your blazers on!" And we're like, "But we're in the school grounds, we dont have to" And she didnt believe us that we had had them on coming in (which we didn't, but y'know she doesn't need 2 know that) and so she went 2 SSo to ASK THEM if we had been there! Haha. How stupid! Well obviously we didnt get in trouble though! Mwhahahaha....
Yay. I'm excited. I have a jam packed weekend which is good. Friday is small group and sleepout which I'm totally excited bout, and Gem is staying at mi place the whole weekend (Fri, Sat and SUn) because her parents r going away, and Sat Mel and I r trying 2 organise a thing with church people at either my house or hers, and I might try and fit something else in on Sat, maybe helping Jo advertise for World Cafe or somthing. I'll have to figure out my prioritys first. And I'm sure I'm doing sumthing Sunday day but right now I can't remember!! But the usual stuff is on, dance, ernie, church. Oh and yay Mel and I r performing our song 4 Ernie so we have to bring our guitars! Hehe..such musos. :D
yay. I like weekends.
School totally sux
But I REALLY better go because I'm kinda abandoning my group here and I'm sposed 2 be working, so farewell all!
Blogging off,
Beth

Hmm...I couldnt be bothered to blog, or to read other people's blogs. Oh no! Maybe I'm losing the passion!...
In other news, gym was once again fun. Wally was a Gym and Radio Nazi this time.
I hate missing people.
Mel and I wrote our song 4 Ernie and it is really funny! Hehe. And we even managed to chuck in some advertising for World Cafe. I like our Tuesdays. They're good stuff they are.
Mmm..I dont have much else to say.
Wow.
Now THAT is strange.

Hmm..I dont really feel like blogging. But I will. Just 4 the sake of it. 2 day I had 2 catch the bus. But while Mel and KC and I were waiting at the bus stop this white car drove up 2 us, and it was Laura (Yr12 from our school) and she told us 2 hop in and gave us a lift. It was extreamley funny and cool. She goes - "So I see you guys r not wearing your blazers" And we're like - "Umm..." cept she goes - "Haha, nice work, keep it up!!" And we had a big bitch about Roseville and all the teachers there. It was hilarious. I was practically choking I was laughing so much. But of course Mum doesn't know I got a lift in with her or she would go off at me. Meh. Her prob. But its better if she doesn't know!! She still doesn't know bout Rob driving me 2 the beach. Haha. She is so clueless. Sorri, but she is.
Neway, man I really love this CD that Ash gave me!! Thanx Ash! :D
Mmmmm.....school kinda still sux.
Hammy had a physco at me in English becuase Gem, KC, Ellen AND Ali (b4 it was just Gem) kept on giving me these sly suggestive looks weneva young love and love in general really was mentioned (we were doing presentations on Romeo and Juliet) Naturally I laughed at them, but Hammy failed 2 find the humor in the situation. Then we had 2 watch West Side Story, which is one of the worst movies I've eva seen! it was physically painful 2 sit thru it! Argh.
Hmmm I'm feeling totally lazy.
Lazy bum me.
Some people seem 2 be acting differently latley. Mmm..interesting...strange
I'm sooo physced bout World Cafe!! :D Waitressing yeh!!
And also bout Winter Sleepout. Yay!
Neway I couldn't b bothered 2 type nemore, so i betta b off
Beth

MITCH THE WORLD CHAMPION!

Mi cousin Mitch is a World Champion for cycling!! The news just broke!! The Aussie team won the GOLD MEDAL at the World Junior Track Championships in LA for the Team Pursuit and mi cuz is in that team!! Wow, I'm so proud! Go Mitch Docker, go you, go you!! This is like everything he's been working 4 and he won it. Mi whole family is celebrating and like running around and cheering and making calls and stuff rite now. Wow I'm ecstatic!! Mitch is prob. def. going to the 2008 Olympics now! And he's only 17! God this is BLOODY AWESOME!! Thankyou Lord for making Mitch's dreams come true and all his hard work and sacrifices pay off!!


This is the Aussie Team that won gold. Mitch is the front rider! :D

Hehe....this is Ali Doube at school in our tiny lockers!! Gosh I can't believe she fits in there!! Mwhahaha......

Time, Feelings

Mmm...life, what a strange yet interesting thing. What makes us feel alone, sad, happy, rejected, lost? You could duplicate the situation you're in for another person and the feelings would be different. We are all so different. Sometimes I wonder what makes us hate or love. Not the scientific answer. Just that feeling you get. The overwhelming and wonderfully consuming feeling when you're with the person you love, or the horrible, sickening feeling around the person whom you hate, or who hates you. What makes that irresistible attraction, and what makes it die? The doubts that come into your head, how only in hindsight do you realise what you once had was perfect. And that now it is not. Time. Time is a strange thing. It can make or break relationships, it can heal the greatest of wounds, and it can spark amazing life-changing change.
mmm...will it work?
I suppose...time...will tell.