Well I have one day left of school for 2006. And it's all rehearsals anyway, so no actual classes..
And then I will be 1/4 way through Year 12 - my final year! Wooo..

Did my first four HSC Assessments this Term. And was really happy/suprised with the results!
Maths - 92%
Modern History - 95%
English Extension 2 - 95%
English Advanced - 100%

And I'm getting Academic Excellence prizes for Modern and Maths at Prizegiving this year, which I've never gotten before! So I'm glad my hard work is paying off :)
I just hope I can get through this year (aka. next year, HSC year) without too many stress dramas!

Love you all,
B xx

death. death. death. death death. death. death. death death. death. death. death death. death. death. death death. death. death. death death. death. death. death death. death. death. death death. death. death. death death. death. death. death death. death. death. death death. death. death. death death. death. death. death death. death. death. death death. death. death. death....

so stressed its not funny.

and please don't tell me "it's only Year 12." or "you've just started year 12" or "I'm sure it's not that bad!"

because it is my stupid school!!

the reason like 40% of roseville students get UAI's over 90 is because our stupid school makes us do sooo much work. its ridiculous. and if u go to a public school, then i envy you, because ur workload just doesn't compare to ours you lucky things.

plus i am doing 3 major works. 3.
and lots of extensions.
so kill me.

right. now.

uni

BA-Psych DipEd? Or just BA DipEd??

Hmm.. choices choices..
I'm leaning more towards the first.. double major tho.. hmmm.. blahh
Well at least I know I'm going to Macquarie :)

What do you do when you feel like your whole world is caving in around you?

Today I woke up feeling so depressed that I just wanted to go back to sleep and never wake up.
Work cheered me up a bit though.
I suppose that's not normal.

Oh my Lord, where are you?

best. weekend. ever.

i am in love with this day.

today is possibly the best day in a damn long time.
i have finished year 11. year 11 is gone forever. buh-bye.
now i can forget about any fact that ever existed in my brain and maybe actually sleep for the first time in mayb 6 months.

after modern exam finished today at 10am, we all went to the beach. All as in like pretty much half my year which was really fun. it was like a beach party. First time in bikini which is scary, but then again everyone looks fat and white in front of beautiful Nici. :P Naa it's alright Nici we love you :)
But it wasn't as bad as I thought. I've sunbaked for a couple of hours, went walking, went swimming a kabillion times, let ourselves get dragged out too far so had like a 15minute swim back in :P
It felt liberating to be lying on the beach half-naked once again. And we can do it for the next 6 months!! (all of Spring and all of actual Summer)

Then Jess drove us home which was fun. It was very squishy to put it simply in her lil white car. And we put down all the windows and just enjoyed being stupid and young and sung really really loudly to the radio to crappy Nick Lachay songs :)

Hmmm...
now I'm eating frozen grapes.
frozen grapes make me happy.
we ate a whole watermelon today at the beach too.
i love mangoes.
:)

p.s i replied to your comment luke (im doubting u will read it) - did u wanna go to the beach sometime in the next 2-3 weeks or so when you or i have some free time?